
Surely, I meet a lot of new guys. A lot of them got “potential”. Often, I get too excited and when I do so, they disappear. That’s what happens all the time.
I wish I could device an effective way not to get excited because I am going to get attached and get heart broken in the end.
I have no more words.


I still remember every detail. It’s like it just happened yesterday.
I fell in love with this guy for two years now. Up until now, nothing has changed no matter what happened, no matter how much pain I felt when he left me. I’m still madly in love with him. I still feel butterflies every time I remember when I first met him and how we started talking.
I still know how it felt during those times he held me and caressed me. I still know how he tasted. I can still taste his lips every time I imagine us together. His warm touch and his scent can never be compared to anyone I’ve dated.
Yes, I meet a lot of other people and I get to “like” most of them but just when I thought my feelings were gone, something happens and boom; I still end up thinking, dreaming and caring about him.
I never thought I’d feel so much feels for one guy whom I never got along with most of the time. He’s exceptional. He’s not even my dream guy and he’s not the best friend type of guy whom girls want but he got me head over heels.