If only we had those “deep” conversations… If only we talked more about our feelings. But no, neither of us did. And you came out too strong, you never showed any kind of weakness.
Well, at least, I’m still on the right path. I got someone else here who loves me. I have what I deserve.
I wish I could explain things. I wish could express how much I adore you… But how you would probably react really scares me.
I really like you, you’re the one I love. I just don’t know how to approach you. I don’t know how to express my love for you without being too “clingy”. Sometimes, I feel like you would just ignore me because you’re very busy. But I can’t blame you, you need to work. I don’t know how I’ll handle things, at the same time, I’m really afraid of losing you. You’re better than anyone else and I don’t know how I’ll be able to keep you.
But right now, I’m really happy just by being in love with you.
When it decides to get hurt in any way, I’ll pick myself up.
And I really love you for that.
I want your love, I don’t want to be friends.
I don’t want to wake up 3 years from now and I’m still fucking in love with you. That’s torture!